How can I move on.. When I’m still in love with you??

10 May 2012

Deep inside.. I already knew that something bad was going to happen.. Sooner or later.. And it did today. Been told to have faith in myself, when I actually did, she didn’t.

No better to best, yet set aside.

You said that we’d be together, and yet you don’t fight.

11 May 2012

Seeing her picture pop up on my timeline makes my heart beat so heavily.. Heart is a hurt?? I guess you can say that.

Guys out there.. forget about being nice, forget about giving your all for the one you love.. Nothing good ever comes out of it in the end. Not to me at the very least. Learn to be an asshole, apparently girls like that. But you need a cold heart to change into one, no worries about that though! Just keep on being nice, get your heart broken and walah it’s automatically frozen.

Forget Love..

A Broken Heart Man,

Nash J.

Woke up, slept back.. woke up, slept back.. woke up, almost slept back.. Stood up.. stretched.. laid back down.. stood up.. stretched.. laid back down..

Okay by now you guys should already get an idea of how my day went hahahahh.

Ouh yeah.. I logged in to Facebook. For some reasons unknown I clicked her profile.. looked at her albums.. her unglam pictures(hahahahh >.<) and saw something that.. I guess I shouldnt have.

Made muah heart beat so heavily.. I felt guilty, I felt wrong..

Really needed her then but muah knows she’s having lessons outdoors..

Luckily.. My games kept me calm, youtube videos helped me keep my composure, and I ended up fine.

I know there are things that needs to be done alone. Even though I managed it by doing something completely irrelevant to the problem.. as long as I ended up fine, I’m happy.

So tell me, what do you guys do when you feel down??

Leave your thoughts and comments below.. or on facebook, twitter or googleplus! Hahahahahh chey like real hahahahahh.

Peace,

Nash J

Fights happen.. why?? Because we can’t accept or understand the doings of others.

Our wants, we have to understand that things don’t always go our ways..

Chances are always there for retries.. But in a limited amount does it come.

Perhaps Love can refill or increase the amount of chances that we get. But the amount of mistakes made.. decreases the amount of trust we once had.

“If we love that someone, let the person go. If it’s meant to be, he/she will come back to you.” - This quote.. personally, I think it only works for one-sided love..

Does it work for you..?? Does it work for me..?? Who knows..

Here I am talking like I’ve got a degree in Love.. When I’m not even sure about my own love story..

Am I the middle man?? Am the one stopping you from going back?? Am I being pitied?? Or am I really being love sincerely..??

Have always been the one dumbed.. by now, My heart’s probably as strong as steel on the outside.. but on the inside.. brittle jelly like substance.

I’m beginning to understand why straight guys turn gay here hahahahh..

On the edge of giving up on myself,

Nash J

I will tell you what my problem is.. I love you, I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love the sound of your laughter, I love the way you get mad, I love the way I dont understand you at all, I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love you.

That’s my problem.